Writing my feelings down, right now im hurt deep down under ler.. This post is going to HURT literally EVERYONE.

Now..im jus a lonely guy with no one to talk to.. everything i do or say, end up in silence the next moment, meaning that im nt an interesting person to be with.

I feel that im always left out in the dark, maybe i chose to.. or maybe its someone that causes this..

Now that i hav no frens to talk to.. i can anyhow say wad i wan. So.. Alvin had found a new fren.. which is my sis~ now i had nth to say to them ler~ seeing them tgt makes me inferior.. thats y jus now play flyff i decided to SHUT UP and go far far away.

Den jus now play GB with zhane, my sis and her new dog. MAN THAT UNDERDOG IS DAM RUDE LOR, PROFANITIES FRM HIS MOUTH. i sense sumthing is amiss right now.. cuz ytd my sis keep asking me about STEADS. So im assuming, if they go steady, ill see how i REAP THE UNDERDOG and make him suffer. DIG OUT HIS EYEBALLS LET THE DOGS EAT, CUT THE LIMBS GIV LIONS EAT, SOAK HIM IN SULPHURIC ACID AND FLUNG HIM ONTO A BUSY ROAD, LET HIM GET RUN OVER BY CARS OVER AND OVER AGAIN, DAMN PISS OFF LA. Punish my sister for making a DOG as a fren. I dun hav problems with her sec 1 frens, jus that DOG which giv so much trouble, which eventually piss me off. sickening asshole. Trust her to have a DOG as her fren wtf lor.. (sis if ur reading this, dun come pleading to me asking me to hav ur way, its too ridiculous dun u think?)

If the dog is reading this, BURN IN HELL LA, MISLEAD MY SIS, MAKING HER WORSER DEN BEFORE

Den jus now i play flyff halfway, my heart suddenly so pain ><" i tried to shout in silence for the fear of waking my parents up.. maybe its the above reasons.. right now.. i dun feel like seeing anyone.. or talk to anyone.. maybe i wun turn up for CCA ler.. guitar is oso another thing that scarred my life..

I chose guitar as my CCA 2 years ago becuz i wanna learn how to play, but right now.. its pointless for me to continue, becuz the passion for guitar had faded.. so im wasting my time if i go for cca..

Im back to square 1.. only 1 best fren.. which is zhane ._.

Saturday, September 08, 2007 , 9/08/2007 01:55:00 AM